Monday, October 31, 2005

There are a few things in life that are positively worth dying for. And worth living for.

That awesome feeling of complete, total, relaxed, and undisturbed peace that washes over you on a Saturday morning, when you know you can sleep in and no one is going to bother you. Sunlight streams through your window with that light hearted, happy look before you decide to fall out of bed and grace the world with your awakened presence.

Another is the heated feeling that thrills up from the depths of your soul and completely absorbs you when you've stood up for something you've believed in and won. Not necessarily over the person or thing that confronted you, but over yourself, because you've gotten up the courage to do what you wanted to do, and didn't cower in the mouse-like way you've been known to at times. You've conquered, you're victorious, you've won.

Another is the silly, giddy, oh so fun feeling of just being happy to be alive, and young, and just....alive. lol, I love being a teen! It's awesome!! i love the way i can switch back and forth from being grown up and mature around little kids, to being silly and childish around older people. :) I mean, I hate being taken as a little kid by adults, that's not what i mean. I mean...just acting childish now and then, around people my age....like yesterday, sliding down this silly, pitch black side with my brother, while my dad watched us, amusement and disturbance written all over his face. lol! But then turning right around and being the responsible sibling who hangs on to kids so they don't tumble into the giraffe pen at the zoo. I don't know how to explain it. This whole blog entry is stupid and senseless. I dunno...I'm just silly, and dumb, and crazy, and alive, and happy!! And i had to vent it somewhere, and this seemed as good a place as any. This world is so cool, sometimes!!!!!! :)

Wierd that all these emotions jumbled together into a Monday, isn't it?? that's normally the day people hate.....

Friday, October 28, 2005

Okay, so exactly what are dentists good for, anyway?
I mean seriously, do they really fix your teeth? i think dentists are a low form of humanity who got together in a rat filled, damp, mildewed dungeon in days of old and plotted on how to inflict more pain into the mouths of all humanity. Wierd cackles drifted up into the air from underneath the ground, where thousands of evil men plotted to destroy the peace and painlessness of a billion innocent mouths. Passers by heard the wierd cackles, and suddenly felt an ache in their jaw unbeknown before. There is something WRONG with men who sit there and talk and joke with you, while they are drilling your teeth and hacking away at little pieces of metal that they shove unceremoniously into your mouth, to be trapped there FOREVER. they take sheer joy in giving you pain, and invent what they call cavities that they say are filling your mouth, trying to scare you into letting them inflict a little more pain upon your pearly whites. They say they're going to 'numb' your gum, and proceed to stab your mouth with some pointy spear that they found who knows where, that probably injects some type of poison that you will die from years later. Then you suddenly realize, with a terrified shiver, that that spear DIDN'T numb your mouth, as they begin to drill away.....

Dentists are evil. that is all there is to it.